#302: It will not make you sleep...

You can just lock it inside, that feeling you are having. It is too heavy to hold, and too painful to understand. Your brain is just too tired to embrace something as uncertain as having an overwhelmed heart. You can just forget all about it, distract yourself, take pills, but it will not make you sleep.

It is what it is, your heart is aching. Accept it. Yes, it aches for things that aren’t even its, or things that are just too naive and silly. You name it, but, at the end, accept it; it is your heart after all.

Then what? You might wonder.
Then, say it. Say it out loud, write it down, share it with someone, or whatever makes you sleep. Just don’t make yourself sleep, don’t force yourself to forget, don’t break your own heart. And if you think you just can’t even do this, then just do nothing.

Stay still, hold your heart, and say a little prayer; give it all to Him, Allah.