Daydreams...

 A friend of mine asked me to write. She thinks I would come up with something inspiring, given my current mood, which I can't really explain now what it is like. So let's see. First, I owe you an apology. I have been unfair to you lately, because I have let you only see my dark side for so long. Maybe because it is my truer side?  Anyway, life is so unpredictable, right? You don't always get what you want, when you want, or how you want it. It comes in other forms. It takes you by surprise, and it is up to you if you are ready or not; ready to make the best out of the given opportunity. Like lemonades out of lemons, it's not necessary that you get lemons, you might get apples, then you should know how to make an apple pie, with cinnamon maybe! :) See, you never know what would happen. You plan, you assume, and you predict, and then a totally different plan happens. God's plan for you. Whether you like it or not, you have to accept that it is the best p

What can I say! I'd rather live inside my fantasias, than in my real world. I would like to stay asleep for the rest of my life, maybe. Life is just getting more boring to live than ever. I need help! I know I do. I know there is something wrong with me, and I know how to get it right! Still I do not take any actions. I reached a point where I can't help myself anymore. I need an external force to save me, maybe. I must overcome my ego and shout for help. It is just that I still don't believe that my case is bad, but it is getting worse everyday! I should ask for help! So, here I am sending a message to the void, hoping someone has enough courage to break my walls of ego, and offer me the help I need, without thinking of anything in return. I'm still dreaming. Right?!!