Daydreams...

When you get a dream, and then you wonder if that dream turned into a reality, it will just be too good to be true. And then you look at yourself and wonder what do you do, and who you are to deserve such a beautiful reality. Are you going to change to be ready to receive the good stuff that should happen to you? And when u do change, when u do feel like you're ready to have happy stories in your life, will you then think that they are too good to be true?!

Because we don't always get what we want. Because it is too soon to judge. Because you don't know me right. Because I haven't introduced myself right. Because I can't force you into this. Because you will never forget. Because you always compare. Because it is not okay. Because we are not meant to be. Because it doesn't come to you when u are looking. Because we are looking. Because I want it to be. Because you are so into the darkness. Because you are not my first. Because you still can't give chances. Because you are waiting for something else. Because you won't know. Because it hurts. The answer is No. It won't be me. And the reasons can go on forever.

You inspired me when I lost all my inspirations. You gave me hope when I needed it the most. You made me see a possibility of something I thought it couldn't be. And for that I'm grateful. I want to discover you more, let you in, and enjoy being with you. I want to become your hope, your inspiration, and your comfort zone. You say I'm sweet, you say my calls make you happy, you say sorry when I don't expect it, and then you stop trying. Do you really mean it? Do you get that it even makes me happier, and more grateful? Is it possible that I get such intense feelings over a couple of days? Or is it my mind just playing games with me? Are you here?