#269: Are You a Hearts Collector?

That was a test. I thought I would give up, run away, and lock myself up inside of me. I thought I would hide from you. But I didn’t; instead, I decided to move on. Move on to the next stage of life, and push that what is happening between us to its next stage too. I am evolving, like everyday, and you shall witness this.
Yet, to give you your right credits, I must admit that you bring the best out of me, like every time. I love the person I am when you are around. And then you leave a kind note somewhere, so I love who I become even more.
But, let me declare my fears. I fear I repeat some past mistakes. I fear that I picture you as someone else. I fear you turn out to be the same as that hearts collector, who gathers them in a jar, and then breaks it.
Yet, again, I know I’m evolving, everyday, and I’m aware that all of this is just happening for a reason, and that no matter what, one must never back down, shut down, or hide away. I’m back to myself, back to what makes me genuinely happy, and back to my emotions, I won’t turn them down. 

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

#239 - عن حُبي لَكَ

#181: What's wrong with you people?

#260: الخوف بيوجه للطمأنينة