#251: Mind Games
Sometimes, there are things that you are sincerely not able to talk about.. You don’t have the energy to discuss why or what is the cause of that which is happening inside your head. You don’t get why you are reacting this way, though everything is logically in its place that it blows your mind!
Could it be because your nasty mind cannot imagine the beautiful truth? Why aren’t we used to beauty?
Those are the things that only if you dared to talk about, and tell them out loud to those who are willing to listen attentively, then you’ll just become a truly different and happier version of you.
That was my strength! Where has it gone?! The thoughts aren’t flowing! Or are they just unclear?! I guess yes. I have nothing to say, literally. But it’s only because there are a lot going on inside of me that are not yet manufactured into words for my mind to spill out. Such a long sentence, damn!
It helps to draw circles.. it helps to rotate around what’s truly causing you the pain.. it helps to let go of the formalities and the should’s. It helps to just be, without thinking or discussing why. Yet, sometimes, we do not have that luxury to just be. There is no time for hiding and running away. Time is ticking and moving fast. I can stop and stay where I am. But, then I’ll just lose all those beautiful things that I have been granted now .. To be truly grateful is to actually enjoy what you have been granted, isn’t it?!
It’s boring, this game of hide and seek that my mind keeps playing with me. How about a different game, mind?! How about climbing up the trees, or just a quiet walk on the beach?!
Could it be because your nasty mind cannot imagine the beautiful truth? Why aren’t we used to beauty?
Those are the things that only if you dared to talk about, and tell them out loud to those who are willing to listen attentively, then you’ll just become a truly different and happier version of you.
That was my strength! Where has it gone?! The thoughts aren’t flowing! Or are they just unclear?! I guess yes. I have nothing to say, literally. But it’s only because there are a lot going on inside of me that are not yet manufactured into words for my mind to spill out. Such a long sentence, damn!
It helps to draw circles.. it helps to rotate around what’s truly causing you the pain.. it helps to let go of the formalities and the should’s. It helps to just be, without thinking or discussing why. Yet, sometimes, we do not have that luxury to just be. There is no time for hiding and running away. Time is ticking and moving fast. I can stop and stay where I am. But, then I’ll just lose all those beautiful things that I have been granted now .. To be truly grateful is to actually enjoy what you have been granted, isn’t it?!
It’s boring, this game of hide and seek that my mind keeps playing with me. How about a different game, mind?! How about climbing up the trees, or just a quiet walk on the beach?!
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