Daydreams...

That is the only time when writing makes sense. Writing well means writing to make the reading easier, more enjoyable, and more relieving. That, we know! But when writing takes the readers' troubles away; when writing goes beyond the meanings behind the words written, and have a whole new higher value, like to relief pain, create hope, inspire, or transform. That's the writing I want to write. That's the writing I dream of. That's the writing I hope I'm offering to the world.

Some words are so hard to be said, yet they are best said in their simplest form. Like: “He’s dead”, “I’m leaving”, and “It’s over”. See, there’s no other way to say it. I’m leaving.

I've only listened because I respect you, I respect your anger and care about me. And I couldn't tell you that all you're saying is exactly what I'm thinking. I can't make you trust me again. I can't make you understand that I am strong enough to appreciate all the good you did to me. I can't convince you that I'm right and not by any means wrong. That I stood up for my right and your rights too. I can't tell you that I'm a good daughter. It's something that must be proven, not said. But what you did didn't help me much. It only increased my pain. Not because what you were saying was wrong. But because the words were tough. Very tough indeed. You've put my self esteem down. You've made me feel like a worthless messy ignorant person. Maybe you think this supports me; but it doesn't. This isn't what I need right now. And how could I even know what I actually need. I'm broken, lost and my thoughts are messed up. ...

"When I look into your eyes, it's like watching the night sky or a beautiful sunrise. I won't give up on us even if the skies get rough. I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up. And when you are needing your space, I'll be here patiently waiting. We have got a lot to learn; God knows we are worth it. NO, I won't give up." * What would you say if these words were said to you? *Listen  here