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#171: Lost hope

And what hurts me the most is that I'll have to start all over again from the beginning. Like all the past years never existed. Maybe losing my memory would help. At least I wouldn't be knowing that I have previously tried and failed. All I need is to find Hope again. To live and anticipate for something, something specific and beautiful, that will happen soon. فصبر جميل ... الحمد لله رب العالمين

#166: فصبر جميل

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   I wouldn't have said what I had just said and in this way but for the experiences I have had in life and the lessons I have been taught. See I have evolved, grown up, understood life better, or came to the realization that we should never by any mean oppose our own happiness. That we deserve to think for our own best, even if it hurts our hearts to see people we love are a little confused or in distress. I sound harsh, right? But I've been through a lot actually to know how wrong it is to sacrifice your own happiness for others. It's not the lack of appreciation or the denial of your gift to them that would hurt you later on. It's your regrets. And regrets were my worst pain. And I would hate seeing you in pain. We have been told by everyone around us, even by the stories we read and watch, that we should never give our all unless we are sure hundred percent that we were given everything we deserve. Because only then we shall have no regrets. Only then ev...